So I wanted to get one last entry in about my last few days of 2004 before next year.
Tuesday night I went to Portillo’s to have dinner with Daniella and Christina. They went to go see the Aviator. They invited me but I wasn’t interesting. Daniella told me good call on that cuz it was waaaay too long. Plus after they went I had heard that Leonardo DiCrapio does some naked stuffs in there and I definitely do not need to see that.
Mark [Czynski] works there and he was getting off just as Daniella and Christina were leaving and he was going to have dinner by himself, so I stayed a while so he wouldn’t have to eat alone.
Yesterday I went to the mall to find something to wear for tonight, because it’s a black and white party and I didn’t have anything to wear. I was also planning on buying pajamas, because I found a hole in the butt of my pants and because the shirt I wear is the one Frank gave me and it’s mostly white so the fact that I keep getting food on it means it is time to stop wearing it, because that is definitely not something I want to be ruined. I also wanted to buy the Clay Aiken calendar and maybe go to some shoe stores and look at ROOS, because I really want a pair. And if I had time to buy some new bras, because 2/3 of women wear the wrong size and I am almost positive I am one of them haha.
So I went to JCPenney and found this really cute shirt, but it had some light pink on it, so I called Daniella to find out if it was okay and she said she’d let me in cuz I’m kind of cool haha. It turns out she was on her way to the mall with her friend to get a peticure and she asked if I wanted to get dinner, so I had less time at the mall than I thought, but she said she’d be a while. So I found this really cute black shirt and creme coloured pants. Then I went downstairs to see if Elva was working and she was, so I talked to her for a while. Then I left.
I thought I had a lot of time to kill so I went past Abercrombie to see if Brian was working so I could say hi to him. I really did not want to go in. There was a guy up front and I asked if Brian was working and he said he had no idea (I’m sorry but that store is so small, how could you not know if someone you work with is working there?), but that i could go in. Great. So I went in and umm yeah people were staring at me like I don’t belong there, because I don’t. And he wasn’t working. Note to self: don’t ever do that again.
Right after I walked out Daniella called and I convinced her to eat at El Famous Burrito. But first I went to the calendar store to find the calendar and they were definitely SOLD OUT. The lady said they went really fast. So I went to Barnes and Noble and they too were sold out. So I went to El Famous Burrito. The guys there have finally figured out that I am not Mexican, because they tried talking to me in Spanish last time I was there, and I understood what they were saying (“¿Como estas?” is not hard to understand lol), but I answered in English and that is when they stopped talking to me, so now they are not creepy anymore lol. So we’re eating and this girl walks in and she is totally an RA at Eastern and she gave us a tour when we went and I said hi to her and she didn’t remember me but she was really excited because I want to go there lol. She is from Libertyville.
After dinner I went home because Marni said she needed the car, only to find her leaving with my Dad right when I pulled up, and I had already left Vernon Hills, so I decided to go to Super Target and I hadn’t been there before. I found blue Tinkebell pajama pants and a shirt to match. Which is great, because my Tinkerbell sweatshirt is blue, although a different shade.
Then I came home and went on to Amazon to buy the Clay calendar but it was mega expensive, so I went to calendars.com and it listed the top 10 most popular calendars on the entire web site and Clay’s was at number SIX, even above The OC, that’;s awesome!
But the front page of Amazon has a thing where you can donated money to the Red Cross to help out the Tsunami victims, so I went back to Amazon to donate some money, and while I had my debit card out and was thinking about it, decided to head over the Bubel/Aiken Foundation web site to donate some money, but when you register you have to do it by how old you are and if you are under 20 years of age, you have to give one of your parent’s e-mail address, so I said screw that and I am just going to donate in two months when I am 20 (me so old aww). But I did apply for the Bubel/Aiken Foundation credit card. I’m glad I found that because I need to establish credit and BankOne sucks and I have been looking for a cool credit card like that. Now I just have to be approved lol.
I just did some end of the year buddy list cleaning. There are 52 less screen names than there were before, not including Jim and Brian Granneman, which I had taken off a while ago, and I know I never wrote about what happened with Brian Granneman, because it doesn’t matter. I took off screen names of people I haven’t talked to in a million years, people that never come on anymore and should have been taken off a few years ago, but since they never come on, I forgot about them, like Mr Carroll haha, umm took off Danna, like 12 of Melissa’s broken screen names, and yes, I took of Matt. And I took him out of my phone too. I was considering writing him an e-mail telling him that I am really hurt that I haven’t heard from him, but I decided that wouldn’t be prudent at this juncture. Today is the last day I am going to dwell on what a shitty friend he is (no more swearing after today either!!!). Yeah, so definitely no more kissing of guys that we don’t like grr.
This is the way that I state my independence
That I’m no longer connected to your memory
This is the day that I’m making my defection
That I claim back the affection that you stole from me
I used to hear your music so loud
But it’s so low, you’re just another face in the crowd
I’m letting you know…
No more sad songs
I’m letting it go now
Switch off, switch on
I’m letting you know
You turned out the light
I’m gonna be alright
When I turn the radio on
No more sad songs
So anyway, ending with a fantastic quote. “The only reason people go to bars is to get drunk and have sex. To me, bars are what hell is like.” -Clay Aiken
Okay, yeah, that is amazing. That is definitely the kind of guy I want to marry and I was beginning to think that there aren’t any like that. Apparently I was wrong. Everybody needs to read his autobiography. Haha next time I want to date a guy I am going to make him read that book, because after reading it I decided that Clayton is exactly the type of guy I want. It is too bad that he is unattainable. That’s alright, I’m sure I’ll find one just as great, but he probably won’t have a set of pipes like that lol.
Happy New Year!